Life is just funny sometimes. I absolutely love it, but sometimes I catch myself throwing my hands in the air in a furry of cluelessness and having to laugh at how incredibly uncertain it really is! I have so many questions, so many hopes and dreams, so many doubts, so many plans, so many disappointments, and so many thrills that make the whole of it. I found myself telling someone the other day that I've realized that life will never be 'perfect'. I will never "have it ALL together" and I'll never know all the answers. I'm learning to just be ok with that and embrace it for all that it is, realizing that if I was perfect, I would not need the grace that I'm so desperate for each day. This is not an excuse for apathy, because I HATE apathy, but it is a wake up call to come alive. I'm learning that all I really have is the moment and if I spend it worrying about the next one I've just missed the point. I'm learning to face the truth, even when it's ugly, and be ok with it, let it go, and move on. what other choice do I really have? Life is so short. I don't want to forget to live it.
"We're breathing in the highs and lows, we call it living" - Needle and Haystack life, Switchfoot.
He is able to accomplish infinitly more than we would ever dare to ask or hope... Ephesians 3:20. I want my life to be a reflection of Him, covered in his fingerprints and to surrendered to his extravagant plan.
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